Too Long

It has been too long. Too long since regular feasting at the Lord's table. There have been daily devotionals, more prayer, maybe even more time in the Word. These things are more consistent than in the past. But not feasting. Life has become so busy with legitimate-- even blessed--- demands, and my spirit is so slow to quiet. I find myself missing the opportunities to take whatever time necessary, missing even the storm's eye of dark days when I screamed out anger and pain, because His presence was so sweet, so patient, so gracious, so peace-giving, so comforting. I miss the tears-streaming fellowship of just Him, reaching into my soul and filling me with the overwhelming confidence of His love.

Jesus, I miss You. Can we get back together?